Thursday, January 13, 2011

Day 3

Intake- 1250
(-) Burned- 350
Net- 900

I felt a binge coming on after dinner, and frankly, I still don't feel quite out of the woods. All this damn dried fruit... I swear it'll be my undoing! My crampy, bloated undoing...

(Apparently, "crampy" isn't a word. Oops.)

If only my torso could ever look like that... but it's too short and stubby. I need a corset or something.

Anyhow, today was alright and I followed the rules I set for myself, so that's good! And I find that by aiming for 1200 calories, I don't over-eat just because I've been exercising, and if I haven't exercised, I NEED to in order to bring my total down.

If that makes sense. My brain seems to be a bit tired today. From what? I don't know, since the past month has consisted of me watching TV and going on the computer. I SHOULD have been reading. I even brought home books to read...

I guess I just kind of feel like a failure right now. It sounds stupid, but I think it's this morning's weight. I guess I just expected to be less right now (after 2 days of this new eating plan? Seriously?).

I sure do dream big... which in this case is actually SMALL.

I hope you all had/have a wonderful day! :)


  1. DON'T feel like a failure, you're really really really not :) Just take your time, fluctuations are totally normal (and yes, very fucking aggravating..). Keep your head on straight, lovely!


  2. I have been watching Nip/Tuck like nuts when really all I should be doing is reading and doing, you know, school work, ha ha ha.

    I know this is the last thing you want to hear, but 900 cals is kind of low. I eat about 1200 and never feel the urge to binge and have been losing!

  3. Excuse me, 'crampy' IS a word! We invented it, you and I, so there! Ha!

    I think you should lay off the dried fruit though, the sugars could be making you hungry! Almonds are a good snack. Lowest fat nut! What does that make me? Dumbest, fat nut?! Who knows?! Have a good one, Love! XXX.

  4. Hello! New follower making herself known :)

    You're not a failure love, like you said you can't expect results straight away after only 2 days! Keep going xxxx

  5. Aw, thanks you guys! And welcome, Isobel!!!

    Cinnamon, I am taking your advice! NO MORE DRIED FRUIT!!!

    Drifting, I need to figure out how you do that! :)