a bit of a gain, but from what i hear, that can happen sometimes and mean nothing.
besides, i had 1100 which is a solid 200 cal below my bmr.
so im at chez grandma. it is like being in a sauna if you arent sitting by thr air conditioning
according to my mom, our apt complex thing has a fitness room which i should really go to. even just sitting on an exercise bike and reading is good. i used to do that in our basement. when we had a basement. and an exercise bike.
im sorry. im feeling really snarky today. i think im just angry. i miss feeling at home and having my friends around. everyone i know here has other people, so they dont need me.
im sorry. im a downer right now. and im craving red vines. maybe if i go to the fitness thing today i will let myself have some if i go buy some...
but im afraid to exercise,to tell you the truth. im terrified of bulky legs. and of muscle that will confuse my weight loss. ki mean, i know exercise is supposed to help you lose weight... i want to dance but i think im too late to enroll in a class, and besides, i shall be gone for at least two weeks. i know that already.and im not comfortable enough here to attend any of those open classes. and they require leotards anfd frankly that sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.
maybe yoga. they offer that at the club we joined. if i can fgure out how to drive there, maybe... but id also need aappropriate attire.
can you see how it happens that i can go weeks without getting anything done?