So I've decided to do the Heathy Skinny Girl Diet because I felt disgusting this weekend. I was (and still am, sadly) bloated, granted, but it was embarassing. I saw a lot of people I hadn't seen in a while too.
Also, there's a dinner this weekend that I want to look fab for, and then a party next week. And if I could look decent by tomorrow to hopefully go out, that would be nice too, though unlikely.
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljfy9mlFDS1qho2pmo1_500.png
^^^ That's the link if you're unfamiliar w/ HSGD is. I was until I saw that a few people on here are doing it and decided to look it up.
It looks much more managable than the SGD which I've never even attempted. In fact, today I'm 100 under my limit! Yay!
I'll be so proud of myself once I've kept this up for all 30 days! (<-- positive thinking)
Are any of you on this/ have done it?
-K
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Terrible Person (like the Rooney song)
C jumped the gun on this one; she and A appear to be nowhere near being together.
Now, I don't think this is me in denial; it's me looking at the facts: he was drunk (DRUNK!) and held her hand (THAT'S IT!) one time (ONE TIME!). I mean, really?
And she thinks that'll amount to anything?
Please. I got WAY further than that, so she needs to calm down.
Also, she's looking for a relationship; he's looking for sex. She's not gonna give him that without a relationship.
IF they attempted anything, it would be a hot mess. And maybe I'm being a bad friend for saying this, but I'm glad. And I'm glad that he's started showing a bit more interest in me because if I could score him now that she's interested... that's bad. I sound like one of those petty girls that I hate but it's true and I need to tell someone!
I'm just so done with C. I feel so much better (and so much less stressed!) now that we aren't friends anymore.
Moving on...
I'm going to start losing weight again. I accidentally left my scale at the house over the summer and the guy I subletted from is acting weird and seems intent on keeping it. (Whatever.) So I'm going to buy a new one. This weekend.
And I'm going to get down to the 90s before the end of the semester.
I'm meeting someone for lunch now so I've gotta go, but this feels good. I'm going to be here more often.
-K
Now, I don't think this is me in denial; it's me looking at the facts: he was drunk (DRUNK!) and held her hand (THAT'S IT!) one time (ONE TIME!). I mean, really?
And she thinks that'll amount to anything?
Please. I got WAY further than that, so she needs to calm down.
Also, she's looking for a relationship; he's looking for sex. She's not gonna give him that without a relationship.
IF they attempted anything, it would be a hot mess. And maybe I'm being a bad friend for saying this, but I'm glad. And I'm glad that he's started showing a bit more interest in me because if I could score him now that she's interested... that's bad. I sound like one of those petty girls that I hate but it's true and I need to tell someone!
I'm just so done with C. I feel so much better (and so much less stressed!) now that we aren't friends anymore.
Moving on...
I'm going to start losing weight again. I accidentally left my scale at the house over the summer and the guy I subletted from is acting weird and seems intent on keeping it. (Whatever.) So I'm going to buy a new one. This weekend.
And I'm going to get down to the 90s before the end of the semester.
I'm meeting someone for lunch now so I've gotta go, but this feels good. I'm going to be here more often.
-K
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Two months, too long
I resent college for making me so crazy that I haven't been on here for two months. Not getting to interact with anyone who knows about/ understands this side of me is emotionally exhausting, and frankly, makes me feel like I'm quickly approaching crazy.
Nice ego boost, eh?
I need to go to sleep and I've had an absolutely dreadful day, so the quicker it ends, the better. Two highlights:
The good- I'd been having more and more slip-ups lately, but I got weighed today at the clinic (bloated AND wearing heavy-ish clothes since it was cold-- 4 lbs, maybe? idk) and I was 106 lbs. I'm pretty sure I was 107 the last time they weighed me. So that's something.
The bad- Remember how C was trying to get me together with A? Well, apparently he has shown interest in her since last month and now she likes him. She told me this and I cried outside of the library and people stared.
I was nice about it-- very classy-- but inside I'm crushed and the thought of them liking each other makes me nauseas. It makes me want to dig my nails into my skin and rip myself out.
And take a leave-of-absense from school. That too.
But I won't do either of these things. I don't know what I'm going to do...
Anyhow, I've missed you guys. Hopefully, this is the beginning of some semi-regular blogging! And I need to catch up on your blogs. I hope you've been happy and are doing fantastically!
Take care,
K
Nice ego boost, eh?
I need to go to sleep and I've had an absolutely dreadful day, so the quicker it ends, the better. Two highlights:
The good- I'd been having more and more slip-ups lately, but I got weighed today at the clinic (bloated AND wearing heavy-ish clothes since it was cold-- 4 lbs, maybe? idk) and I was 106 lbs. I'm pretty sure I was 107 the last time they weighed me. So that's something.
The bad- Remember how C was trying to get me together with A? Well, apparently he has shown interest in her since last month and now she likes him. She told me this and I cried outside of the library and people stared.
I was nice about it-- very classy-- but inside I'm crushed and the thought of them liking each other makes me nauseas. It makes me want to dig my nails into my skin and rip myself out.
And take a leave-of-absense from school. That too.
But I won't do either of these things. I don't know what I'm going to do...
Anyhow, I've missed you guys. Hopefully, this is the beginning of some semi-regular blogging! And I need to catch up on your blogs. I hope you've been happy and are doing fantastically!
Take care,
K
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