I have been a truly horrid blogger. I really have.
my explanation: the shit has kind of hit the fan for me. some familiy trouble followed my my mother's lovely announcement that they are moving. and far from where I attend uni. thanks.
I know this is what's best so I'm trying to support it, but it's hard. it's hard to watch my family fall apart again. it's hard to realize that I won't be able to go home again. not really, at least.
it's a time of change and I dont' do well with change.
and I feel like I've gained... simply from all the stress. and I want to do well... REALLY well for all of you.
and today I rediscovered Julia Frakes and so maybe...maybe this time...
I will start posting again. I think I am ready.